"And they always tell you being unable to get out of a rut is a bad thing." Ian's sarcasm and dark humor has surfaced, if only because that was how he dealt with these thoughts. On the bright side of this depressing topic it has been several months since his last attempt, or thoughts of trying again. He figured that would change the next time a medical crisis came from his leg.
It was good that he had Kelly with him now. In just the last few weeks he had noticed an improvement. Not that he wanted, or could handle more responsibilities, but she was a necessary one for some many reasons.
There is a joke about how someone can believe a god of lies being a liar but feels it is better left for some other times. "We all have groups of people who think we're liars."
"The world is always careening toward collapse. Depression happens." Ian shrugged with a lighter mood. "Chaos theory makes the darkness manageable because it teaches you that it exists and can't be avoided."
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Date: 2019-09-25 01:58 am (UTC)It was good that he had Kelly with him now. In just the last few weeks he had noticed an improvement. Not that he wanted, or could handle more responsibilities, but she was a necessary one for some many reasons.
There is a joke about how someone can believe a god of lies being a liar but feels it is better left for some other times. "We all have groups of people who think we're liars."
"The world is always careening toward collapse. Depression happens." Ian shrugged with a lighter mood. "Chaos theory makes the darkness manageable because it teaches you that it exists and can't be avoided."